Love Letter From The Future

Chapter 328: Bread and Dagger (26)

Senior Delphine’s breathing grew heavy as her eyes flickered with an unmistakable hint of pleasure.

The evidence was clear.

Senior Delphine was undeniably excited right now, enjoying the situation of resisting me, getting punished and being subdued. That’s why I insisted on playing the villain

As she toppled forward with her hips raised in the perfect height for spanking, I seized the opportunity and sharply smacked her buttocks again.

Once wasn’t enough.

While the startled Senior Delphine tried to adjust her posture, I struck her buttocks several more times. Eventually, a few drops of liquid flowed out with each smack.

It was her love juices.

“Hnng, ang?! Ahng, ugh, ahht?!“

I wasn’t sure for how long I had been urging her on and spanking her like that, but somehow Senior Delphine finally managed to remove my shirt.

When she went to take off my pants, I deliberately ordered her to turn so that her butt was facing toward me.

Senior Delphine looked at me with eyes filled with both fear and anticipation.

It was impossible for her to resist me.

With trembling hands, she undid my belt and pulled down my pants, all while having to expose her embarrassing parts and endure getting her buttocks spanked.

I tried inserting a finger into her deeply soaked hole.

A warm and slippery sensation greeted me as her soft flesh snugly enveloped my finger. Watching that hole endlessly exuding love juice, I realized.

So, this is the place.

As if to prove that fact, every time I slightly inserted and withdrew my finger, a different kind of moan flowed out from Senior Delphine’s lips.

“Ahngg, uh, hngg…“

Should I call it a sweeter, more nasal moan?

I passed the time by exploring every corner of Senior Delphine’s secret place or by spanking her. It was shortly after that when Senior Delphine finally removed even my lower garments that my confined thing was freed and a cool sensation brushed against my skin..

To be honest, since this was my first time revealing it to a woman, I felt a bit embarrassed.

But I had no intention of saying anything so weak.

It must have been the same for Senior Delphine. Even now, she looked startled with her eyes wide open in surprise.

Her moans that had been slipping out stopped altogether and she cautiously traced her fingers over my length..

“I-It’s big…”

It was an unexpectedly cute remark typical of a virgin, no matter how tough they pretended to be. I found it hard to contain my arousal as well.

With a sharp smack, I slapped Senior Delphine’s reddened buttocks for the last time.

“Ahck?!“

As she arched her back, I pulled her waist and reversed our positions. Now, she was the one lying beneath me and I was on top of her.

We didn’t really know what to do, since it was the first time for both of us, so I decided to surrender to my instincts and pressed down onto Senior Delphine. A soft moan escaped her lips as the tip of my thing touched her entrance. ???????

“Hnnngg…“

Her breathing grew rougher than ever before.

Senior Delphine’s wide eyes were blankly fixed on my thing, as if captivated by its hot, throbbing presence.

I made one final declaration.

“…Shall I?”

And with those words, the last bit of guilt within me resurfaced.

Leto’s words kept echoing in my mind, the story of how he had never felt so empty and desolate after succumbing to his desires.

Am I also living a life not so different from his?

Will that regret end up being mine as well?

I was struck by a sudden flash of clarity.

It was as if I was sobered up by a cold wind that cleared my mind in an instant. While I hesitated, Senior Delphine swallowed dryly and gave a small nod.

“Y-Yes…”

As she spoke, it was hard to gauge her true feelings.

Why had Senior Delphine asked to spend the night with me out of the blue?

She said she wanted to forget everything.

Even as I thought the reason was trivial, I slowly lowered my waist.

My thing slipped as I struggled to get it into the right place. I hadn’t noticed while using my fingers, but now that it was the real deal, finding the exact spot was tricky.

At that moment, my eyes fell on Senior Delphine’s face.

“Haa, haa…”

Senior Delphine was taking deep breaths to the point of seeming pitiful. I could tell by just looking at her stiffened body.

She was afraid.

Her trembling eyes were a testament to just how vulnerable she’d become.

So I couldn’t help but waver.

Desire or reason.

To be honest, I was in no position to judge others.

I was a coward.

I didn’t have the courage to hurt someone or to indulge in pleasures I couldn’t take responsibility for.

In the end, I bit my lip and roughly threw myself onto the bed, right beside Senior Delphine.

She looked at me in surprise as I rested my arm over my forehead and sighed..

“Senior Delphine… let’s stop.”

It was a confession tinged with resignation.

Her crimson eyes were still filled with confusion, so I had no choice but to carefully explain.

“I know things have been tough for you lately. Probably even more than I can imagine… but that doesn’t mean you need to give up your first time.”

“I…”

“Do you love me?”

I asked with a serious expression before she could utter a word.

Had I asked this in broad daylight, it would have sounded like a ridiculous joke but, right now, such a question is more needed than ever..

A look of confusion flickered in Senior Delphine’s eyes.

With a sigh-laden voice, I tried to reason with her again.

“I just don’t know. I don’t know if I truly have feelings for you, Senior Delphine, or if I’m simply giving in to desire… If we’re both uncertain, we really shouldn’t be doing this, should we?”

“…Even if I want to?”

“Yes, even if you want to, Senior Delphine.”

Our gazes finally met on equal terms.

For Senior Delphine, who was still looking at me with conflicted eyes, I offered a faint smile.

“You’re a precious person, Senior Delphine. Just because you want to forget the harsh reality, you shouldn’t do this with just anyone.”

It was irrefutable logic.

Senior Delphine pressed her lips together and remained silent for a while.

She seemed deep in thought. I decided to stay by her side until she sorted out her feelings and simply stroked her hair a few times since she looked a bit lonely.

Come to think of it, it was a risky situation.

Besides Senior Delphine, there were a few other women I had been involved with.

The Saintess and Senior Elsie, for example.

I had brushed it off as a mistake until now, but Senior Elsie’s confession changed my perspective a bit.

From now on, excuses like jokes or mistakes won’t work. I’d have to take responsibility if I went all the way.

Especially with the Saintess—I even violated her pure body with my hands. It was a crime that, in hindsight, I couldn’t even complain about if I were to be smitten as divine punishment.

Still, it was an irresistible temptation.

When she smugly offered those ‘Holy Power Pouches,’ how could I possibly resist touching them?

It was as satisfying to the touch as Senior Delphine’s buttocks.

Lying next to a woman I had just done all sorts of things with while thinking about the feel of another woman’s breasts made me feel like complete trash.

Above all, I hadn’t even properly responded to Senior Elsie’s confession yet.

I was glad I could stop at the last moment, since it would have been shameful to impulsively spend the night with Senior Delphine. Had my reason not returned, who knows what my still-aroused self might have done.

Lost in various idle thoughts, I was deliberately averting my eyes from her body.

It was then that Senior Delphine, perhaps having sorted out all her worries, slowly began to speak.

“……You’re right, I wanted to run away.”

I glanced over at Senior Delphine.

She wore a somewhat bitter expression.

“Maybe I’m just a woman after all. Maybe I wanted to lean on a strong man to get through the harsh reality. And you’re the only man stronger than me, Master.”

“If the Sword Duke heard that, he’d probably laugh.”

“No, no matter what anyone says, it’s only you for me. So, I’m not the kind of woman who would embrace just anyone… only you, Master.”

With that, she gave a faint smile.

She had a knack for making a man’s heart flutter for no reason.

I subtly averted my gaze to hide the sound of my heart starting to race again. Whether she knew how I felt or not, Senior Delphine continued her soft confession.

“I’m sorry, Master. For making you go along with my stubbornness…”

“No, it’s fine. I, um, enjoyed it too.”

I made a somewhat embarrassed confession and tried to get up.

There was no reason to stay any longer anyway. It would only invite unnecessary misunderstandings the next day.

It was about time to leave the bedroom.

Yes, that would have been the normal course of action.

But then, suddenly, I was pulled back. Before I knew it, Senior Delphine was on top of me again, with both of us still naked, and rubbing her intimate area against my groin.

Her strength pressing down on my shoulders was formidable.

It meant she was even using mana. Compared to Senior Delphine, who had awakened her aura, my physical strength was relatively weak.

I shouted in panic.

“Se-Senior Delphine! What are you doing…?!”

“I told you I’m sorry, didn’t I?”

With eyes gleaming with desire, Senior Delphine continued rubbing her intimate area against my thing, her love juices soaking my thing.

A soft moan escaped my lips, and Senior Delphine let out a sweet sound.

“A-Are you seriously going to leave after getting me this excited… after making me so wet? Are you crazy?!”

This was bad.

It seemed I wasn’t the only one enslaved by desire.

Senior Delphine was obviously aroused, desperately trying to somehow get my thing inside her.

Being a virgin, she hadn’t succeeded yet.

But it was only a matter of time.

More flustered, I shouted.

“Senior Delphine, get a hold of yourself! You’re a vir—“

And then, with a schlop, came the sensation of something penetrating.

It all happened in an instant.

The inside of the woman who was soaking wet was incredibly slippery. The warm sensation sent an unfamiliar jolt running up my spine and I could only stare at her with a dumbfounded look..

Despite the faint moans she let out from the pain of penetration, she wore the smile of a victor.

“….Not anymore, right?”

This woman, really.

Feeling a mix of absurdity and frustration, I hugged Senior Delphine and threw her onto the bed. Now that it had come to this, there was nothing I could do.

A low warning slipped through my clenched teeth.

“Be prepared, Senior Delphine.”

Even so, all Senior Delphine did was let out a small cry.

“Kyaa.“

Winking as she did so.

Tonight, I won’t even let you moan properly.

With that resolve, I pressed my body against Senior Delphine’s.

At last, it was time for our real first time experience.