Chapter 596 Fighting reason, the heart, and his own thoughts
Chapter 596 Fighting reason, the heart, and his own thoughts
Bing Yinyin sighed after seeing this. The hatred in his gaze was becoming more ingrained every time he stood up.
But he was not to blame, and she knew it.
He can't control those feelings because the same domain is using her as the main source of the pain caused in Tang Yin.
His heart is slowly becoming convinced that she is to blame for his suffering, and when the heart is convinced of something, not even the mind can change it.
She knows the effects of her domain: to create tremendous hatred in the other person's heart so that he can never get rid of it. The more hatred he has, the more dishonest and disloyal thoughts he will have against Bing Yinyin.
This domain is so terrifying that even Tang Yin's soul cannot easily get rid of it, even more so when his cultivation is sealed. Right now, he is not in control of himself, which is why this domain can control him however it wants.
It is not just any domain.
This type of domain is called Independent Domains.
They do not depend on their bearer or his thoughts to do harm. They do it naturally and independently.
Therefore, she sighed and withdrew her domain after watching him suffer for quite a while.
Tang Yin finally returned to himself, his mind utterly confused and full of strange thoughts swirling like a damaging torrent of deadly poison.
Still, Bing Yinyin turned around before he could move and spoke to him.
"The first step a person who is trying to reach unimaginable heights must take is to control himself. The teaching of Ice is to control yourself; if you can't do it, forget about even reaching your father, I'm sure you won't even be able to reach the power you once had."
Her words shocked Tang Yin tremendously; he felt like lightning had struck his head.
His mind buzzed, and his brain resumed control of his body.
'I am the Controller... If I, the bearer of the Law of Control, do not control myself and my thoughts, then what the fuck am I doing? If I can't control my body, my heart, and my mind, how can I control the Law of Control and all that it entails?' he thought.
His mind was filled with diverse thoughts, but his heart was still wounded, and this wound was not easily healed.
The pain of repeatedly watching loved ones die was not something that could be easily taken away.
Still, he looked at her again.
"Let me try again."
Even he didn't realize that his voice sounded terrifying and hurtful, causing Yinyin to feel an ache in her heart, something strange about her.
Still, she soon returned to her calm attitude and shook her head.
"You will die, haven't you seen your own heart?" she replied.
Tang Yin found that strange, but when he concentrated on feeling his heart, he noticed that it was beating at an unreal speed.
'Shit.' He thought and frowned.
He couldn't go on.
In fact, the speed at which it beat made it hurt so much that he frowned and put a hand there.
Indeed, it was too dangerous to follow.
That's why Bing Yinyin walked inside the house.
"Get a night's rest, we'll continue tomorrow." She said and locked herself in her room and sat on her bed.
'No matter if he hates me, I never thought of the idea of giving myself to someone.' She thought but failed to get the peace to cultivate.
She got up and sat by the window to look at the icy cold that hit the surroundings.
A genuine smile appeared on her face for the first time in many years.
'Isn't the concept of love to give your all for the one you love? It seems that woman was right; I was destined to fall in love with the person who would be the only one to test my domain in its purest and most perfect state. The first time someone tests my domain is always the most effective, so, Tang Yin, know that I am fulfilling the purest concept of love.'
'I will die after this because there is no way for the pain in your heart to heal, but I am doing it because I want you to reach the heights you have set for yourself. This will forge your heart in the most perfect way possible, after all.'
Her thoughts were intertwined with memories of the past.
It wasn't long in the past, really.
Less than twenty years, perhaps.
Actually, she no longer remembers how long it had been since she saw that strange woman who prophesied her end because she initially thought it was crazy nonsense.
She didn't expect that not only was it not crazy but that they were completely correct.
Still, there was nothing wrong that was so true.
That concept of the purest love she had was what caused that woman to decide to prophesy her end.
'There's nothing wrong.' She thought and tried to go to sleep...
.
In the next room, there was a world of difference between what the two people felt and thought.
Despite the closeness of the two rooms and how perceptive Tang Yin was towards women, he couldn't think of anything that associated love with the woman who was less than 2 meters away from him.
It wasn't his mind's fault; his heart was already convinced that she was the culprit, and the heart slowly began to corrupt the mind, which made him stop thinking about it, running away from the fear of confronting himself.
He was afraid because he knew he could not control himself.
Still, he was amazed at what he had experienced.
'An Independent Domain...'
It is one of the most terrifying domains out there, and they are so rare that he only knows one person who has one like that.
She is the most terrifying woman using the Domains in his World. A woman so powerful that even his father must respect her.
'...Even a Divine Body like Yinjie's is not as rare as an Independent Domain, and this one is even more terrifying than hers. It could affect my soul!' She thought.
His body trembled slightly. He didn't know the last time he showed himself as vulnerable as he did now, but he was sure that if the Heir of Death came now, he wouldn't be able to cope with him.
He would die in a few moves.
Therefore, he was slightly desperate, going so far as almost to forget Bing Yinyin's teachings again.
But his mind was full of thoughts about her, and although they were not good, he knew how to distinguish between the good thoughts he had about her and concentrate on thinking about her teachings.
'Shit, I think I'm garbage, really.' He thought without being able to control his heart.
He immersed himself in the cultivation of his own mind and heart.
He had never done it because he always thought it wasn't necessary; who needed to cultivate his mind and heart? They don't even have power.
Or at least that's what he said, but now he needed it more than ever.